Day One

I've heard about 100 day projects before, but never actually committed to join in and be part of the community. It's easier to pull out that way. But this year is different. This year I need to connect, reflect and inspect.

Was this a midlife crisis? I thought it might be. It seems not. Perhaps it is just another step in my evolution.

Last year brought about huge changes in terms of my career of over two decades. I lost a major client, and had to compete with the masses once again.That didn't bother me as much as falling out of love with my career did in the first place.

I still love the creativity of my job, just not as much as I used to. I also wanted it to be more reflective of me and my truth, and not just commercial. But at the same time, commercial pays the bills. And I like to be able to pay my bills! 

But where am I heading here? ...I have a dream?? !? Well, I did, a long time ago. Now I'm not so sure. I've got a few things going, but there is always that tugging sensation in my mind; the pull to do what I must, what I was born to do.

The only problem is that I don't know what that is, exactly.

Cue the100dayproject.org . This is where I start. I've set up this blog for the 100 days of Clarity I am striving for in every way.

Are you doing the challenge?? Wish me perseverance!!

Day One

4 April 2018

Begin.

The ring was bent

To find the join

The end

And the beginning.

The eyes sprang leaks

that could not mend

the loss of her fresh winning.

She cast

Her trophy in the dirt.

With eyes affixed

Upon her hurt,

He held this marriage ransom.

For all she gave and still will give,

She cannot call him handsome.

Eyes awashed

Can clearly see

The ego of his sinning.

And now she stops

And starts again

To whisper her beginning.